Sunday, July 30, 2023

HOLDING ME

 HOLDING ME


My small altar sits at the end of the credenza.

The wall-mounted television just above.

Furniture directed toward the TV, worshiping, God-like.


On the altar, a blue heart with the word “Hope.”

A “Live With Intention” small angel stands straight.

A prayer beaded necklace woven around a “Gratitude” heart.

An angel shaped dish filled with inspirational painted stones.

A favorite picture of my parents the frame’s corner draped with a “Love” heart.

A small slip of paper with my current wish one it for Sophia.

All a starting place for my ritual.


All touchstones of real times.

Hoped for times.

Imagined times.

The fullness of my life.

In single pieces.

Intentions leading to actions.


Sometimes a resting spot for heavy things.

Sometimes for things desiring remembrance.

Sometimes an appreciation of the beauty of it all.


Where I have been.

Where I am.

Where I want to go.


My dreams, my loves. my hopes, my wishes.


Tangible, sacred, alive.

Together in harmony.

Holding me.






IT'S BEEN QUITE A WHILE!!!

But I'm here now promising to write more and hopefully inspire you!

Smiles,

Caren

P.S. This exciting thing happened. A story I wrote appeared in the NY Times Tiny Love Stories column online and in Sunday's print edition next to the Modern Love Column on July 30, 2023.

As you can imagine, I'm over the moon excited!!!

Here's a link: 

https://www.nytimes.com/2023/07/25/style/tiny-modern-love-stories-gay-dominant-single-white-female.html